It’s getting kind of monotonous writing the same thing every day, but I did start level three. I did it Monday and Tuesday night and got my ass kicked, but loved every second of it. I skipped Wednesday, keeping me on this two days on, one day off pattern I’ve been on, which isn’t so bad I suppose, although I really shouldn’t have skipped ANY days, but I do the best I can. I went to the Big E on Wednesday and made a conscious decision to eat an enormous amount of greasy fried food. I actually didn’t stuff myself, but I’m sure there were still a days worth of calories in all the sweet, disgusting goodness that I did consume. I don’t know why I give myself these “passes” to eat so poorly all the time. I’m tackling my diet next, but I have no idea how I’ll manage to fit it in my schedule. Planning meals, cooking, shopping - it’s all so time consuming and I’ve already been on the verge of tears a few times over the past couple of weeks because of how overwhelming my schedule is, and the hugeness of my goals. However, I keep persevering and surprising myself at every turn. I guess I should give myself a little more credit.
Anyway, I just got home from my three and a half hour American Lit class and I just want to stop using my brain for a little while.
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